You are not alone.
But what if, through the process of self acceptance you discover that it is not about the weight or size of your body at all? Have you ever seen a painting from the 1400s? The standard of “beauty” was very different.
No one gets to tell you what equals beauty for you. If you are curvy and super healthy like me, love it. Embrace it. If you want to get healthier and stronger and that means thinner, then embrace that too! The good news is that any negativity around this area of life can be change by learning how to embrace your food, your body, your habits and your life with a new attitude and the right tools.
The key to feeling good about yourself and having fun while you lose weight is to address your beliefs and change your energy. This is the only thing that worked for me.